Bigger than me

“When I first saw you
From across the room
I could tell that you were curious, oh, yeah
Girl, I hope you’re sure
What you’re looking for
‘Cause I’m not good at making promises”
One Direction, Perfect (Made in the A.M, 2015)

Meet America… and Maxon

For thirty-five girls, the Selection is the chance of a lifetime. The opportunity to escape the life laid out for them since birth. To be swept up in a world of glittering gowns and priceless jewels. To live in the palace and compete for the heart of the gorgeous Prince Maxon.

But for America Singer, being Selected is a nightmare. It means turning her back on her secret love with Aspen, who is a caste below her. Leaving her home to enter a fierce competition for a crown she doesn’t want. Living in a palace that is constantly threatened by violent rebel attacks.

Then America meets Prince Maxon. Gradually, she starts to question all the plans she’s made for herself and realizes that the life she’s always dreamed of may not compare to a future she never imagined.The Selection

Raven: Mike Clifford performed live with ATL

Hey people! How’s life? I’m personally dying here… like the fangirl I am.

Two days ago Michael Clifford (perfect guitarist from 5 Seconds of Summer) went to an All Time Low (♥) concert and performed with the band “Dear Maria, Count Me In”, the first ATL hit, and “American Idiot” by Green Day.

It was epic. I’d have love to be there. And you can see Mike agrees with me because he just looks so happy playing on a stage with his idols, the ones that inspired him to be the musician he is today… so many feelings.

I’ll also leave a video down below. Hope you have a great week!

This is Raven checking out…

See y’all, weirdos!


Our first fight


I had the idea of writing about the first fight Rave and I had but the thing is, I won’t talk about the first one but the most important one for me.
I know we fought before about the tickets to the Jo Bros show here in our country and I know we might desagree in defferent stuff like most of the girls do, but the fight that meant the most to me, happened this year, at the beginning of college.
The thing was, Rave started dating someone, a guy I’ve never talked before. And at first I must admit I encouraged her to be with him no matter what but then, something really bad happened, something that meant most to me than it probably meant for her. And I felt betraided, I felt like I was loosing my best friend right in front of my eyes.
And I wasn’t enough Smart to wake her up from that nightmare she was living without even realizing it, until she crushed against a wall and got really really hurted by facing reality the way it always was.
But the thing is, I got really really mad at her, I couldn’t stand how blinded she was by his side and how she changed during those months. And I sware you guys, I sware you she knew every single thing I thought about him cause I hated him, I hated him so much I would’ve spitted over him anytime I saw him, and I still will.
So I guess I let all the hate out with you and I’m sorry but I really needed this space to let myself be…
Bye bye you all! Winking face Des



Even before reading Dest’s story I can bet that is not going to be the same that I’m gonna tell.

If this is the moment when Destiny and I have been closer than ever, there was a time when we were kinda apart. Don’t judge us, it’s a complicated stage for everyone the one that we were going through. We were… I don’t really know, about to finish primary school? Yeah, I think so. Is the time of a “kid’s” life when you actually start changing into a teen, so you hang out with your friends from school, talk about your first crushes, and normally you give your first kiss.

It’s not a joke when I say I’m kinda weird… it’s because actually the 90 % of the things in my life (the ones that happen to me, the ones I do, the way I act most of the time) don’t suit the definition of normal. I kinda just gave my first kiss, about six months ago, with eighteen years old, to the first boy (and for now only) boy who I ever dated.

So by that time, when Dest invited me to her house after months of not seeing each other, when she (that had “cool” friends from school, because we went to different ones, that were in some way my competitors) asked me a question as simple as: “Did you give your first kiss already?”, I did something that I rarely did: I lied. I created a simple story that I could easily remember through time and told her that. I was too ashamed to be one of the few unkissed girls my age, and I was too used to be left behind that I thought I wasn’t “cool” enough to be Destiny’s friend.

Several year passed and one day when, after hard times, we were rebuilding our friendship to make it stronger than ever, like the one we have today, and with me starting to taste what confidence in myself was I told her the truth.

It wasn’t what you call a FIGHT, but men, she was so pissed about me lying to her. And she was in all her right. The thing was that Destiny thought I had lied because I had this idea of her being some plastic superficial girl that would judge me for not having kissed anyone, when really the thing was that I was too ashamed of myself I didn’t believe I was good enough for anyone and that lie was just me trying not to lose the only friend I had.

I know we had have bigger struggles through our long friendship, struggles that only have made it stronger, but this one it’s really important to me because that day I learnt that this would love me and by my side for ever even if I’m the biggest loser on earth, and that I don’t care to be a fucking reject as long as everything between me and her is fine.

This is Raven checking out…

See y’all weridos!


Destiny: Good News!

Hey! I got 10 on a test from college! I thought it was impossible but it looks like it’s not like that. Well, I guess it was all because I loved the topics and I got really excited when I had the chance to kick Hayeks ass so, yeah… I guess it’s ok! Smiling face with smiling eyes
Be happy you all!

Raven: Don’t lose your path

Today, after month I wrote again. Today I came back to life. Writing is one of my biggest passions. What I’m saying? Writing is MY BIGGEST PASSION, and the rush of this new life I’m going through made me push that away. Great mistake.

Today I wrote again, and after the first line I just couldn’t stop. The air in my lungs was purer, my hands and the keyboard were one, my eyes seeing pictures instead of just words… I was reborn.

Take my experience as an example: never stop doing what makes you feel alive, always find time to what you love.

This is Raven checking out…

See y’all, weirdos!